In less than a week a judge will make a decision about little Hiccup. In a little over a week a judge will make a decision about Rough Nut and Tough Nut. I find myself trying to prepare for all the many possible out comes. Trying to not be blown away but sudden unexpected changes for our family. It is kind of futile. I cannot know what will happen a moment before it does. Come February we could have a full house 24/7. Come February we could have three empty beds and three empty seats at the table. We could end up with no change at all, only more delays. It seems crazy that a judge can change our whole life in just one instant. Really though, I know the only judge that matters is the one judge that can see the whole story, who knows all the tiny details and how it will all turn out. I am learning as always to put my trust in Him. I am learning to cherish what he has put before me this very day, that He has not called to worry about tomorrow or next court date. Waiting is hard. Praying eases the load.